Cha Cha Chicken
Monday, September 20, 2004
For lunch, I trekked to the beach for a few minutes. I miss having free time to do absolutely nothing. To be bored out of my mind. Having difficulty to decide on going to the beach, going to the gym to work out, or actually working. My lack of self-time has caused me to evaluate my life and where I stand at the moment.
I'm quite happy with where I'm at... but at the same time, I feel ambitious... ambitious but sort of lazy to initiate. I'm loyal, but maybe because I'm just too lazy to reach out and grab more enticing offers.
This has caused a ripple in my thinking. I want to go to the beach several more times before summer's end. I want to apply for a new job without a resume. I want to be hired without an interview... and offered twice as much as I ask. I want to marry soon without the obligation of buying a diamond ring. I want to have the knowledge of studying 10,000 books without reading them. I want to shred guitar like Steve Vai but be innovative like Kirk Cobain in his time. I want a perfect body without working out. I want this stupid client to trust the designer.
ahhh, but then life would be boring.
I'm quite happy with where I'm at... but at the same time, I feel ambitious... ambitious but sort of lazy to initiate. I'm loyal, but maybe because I'm just too lazy to reach out and grab more enticing offers.
This has caused a ripple in my thinking. I want to go to the beach several more times before summer's end. I want to apply for a new job without a resume. I want to be hired without an interview... and offered twice as much as I ask. I want to marry soon without the obligation of buying a diamond ring. I want to have the knowledge of studying 10,000 books without reading them. I want to shred guitar like Steve Vai but be innovative like Kirk Cobain in his time. I want a perfect body without working out. I want this stupid client to trust the designer.
ahhh, but then life would be boring.
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