I'm lost
Thursday, February 03, 2005
I don't know what I'm gonna do in the next coming months. I'm not sure if I want to continue down this path I am going. I'm tired... not enough support. Am I really called to just do this for the prime of my life? It feels pretty empty. I'm not talking about work either. I'm sick of picking up after people... dealing with their laziness and "investing" in what seems like a futile and volatile maturity.
My bitterness is showing. I'm being lax on conquering... or am I taking a break? More people are fading away than coming to light... or maybe I'm just being negative. Whatever the case, I've lost that joy of service. I'm being pulled in too many directions... and I have no time for myself. I need another vacation.
Things to do today:
And it's only 10 freakin' AM.
I'm glad I have Incubus' S.C.I.E.N.C.E. album.
My bitterness is showing. I'm being lax on conquering... or am I taking a break? More people are fading away than coming to light... or maybe I'm just being negative. Whatever the case, I've lost that joy of service. I'm being pulled in too many directions... and I have no time for myself. I need another vacation.
Things to do today:
- - Design logo for REV
- Design T shirt for REV
- Pick up Celebrate Banner for 10 year service
- Design logo for UVF
- Pick up two sets of chains for my parent's snow trip
- Find someone that'll do projection tomorrow cos Kat bailed
And it's only 10 freakin' AM.
I'm glad I have Incubus' S.C.I.E.N.C.E. album.
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